
I have a confession to make, of sorts. I was raised Presbyterian, became a fundamentalist Baptist, sold my business at age 45 and went back to school to get a degree in Bible and history. I graduated with honors and pastored for three years. They taught me tabula rasa (blank slate) at Bible college. The idea is to set aside all one has been taught and not to read that into Scripture, but, rather, to allow Scripture to speak. After doing that, studying church history (how the opponents of the ‘church’ were killed and their literature burned, crusades into Northern Europe, etc.), seeing the syncretism of adopting pagan holidays and practices to further expand the influence of the ‘church’, and experiencing how any questioning of doctrine is answered with anger and name calling … well, I became disillusioned.
While still a pastor, I called the head elder of our denomination and asked him to help me find the Trinity in the Bible. I recalled that my professor at college had difficulty with this. His response was to say that if I doubted the Trinity, then I must doubt the divinity of Christ. I replied that Jesus never claimed to be God (quite the opposite Luke 18:18-19), always deferred to the Father, and was ‘begotten’, indicating that he had a beginning. I was told I would need to meet with the entire board of elders, which I welcomed. A week later I received a letter terminating my ordination. No answer to my question. No debate. I then went ten years unchurched.
After moving to the Ozarks, we joined a small local church. The pastor is aware that I reject all the doctrine while still accepting and trying to live by the teachings of Jesus and have joined the church as a means of being part of my community (many of my immediate neighbors attend). That said, I have been drawn to the faith of my ancestors. My blood is German. I don’t believe that Odin or Thor are real personalities, but are examples that my people held up to emulate. Odin for his wisdom, Thor for his strength. The ‘Old Ways’ (I reject the terms pagan and heathen) are organic to the European people and tie us to the land and nature.
Now, my personal belief is that we mere humans are incapable of conceptualizing the Creator of the universe, but that doesn’t stop us from trying and anthropomorphizing what we dream up. Every man, or woman, has to believe something. I have come to understand that what we believe is based on either our study (red pill study) or programming and experience. We all have our own walks to take. I’m very comfortable returning to the faith and practice of my ancestors and still would never do anything to attempt to change someone else’s understanding. If being a ‘believer’ gives one hope and comfort, that’s a good thing.
So, why am I making this confession? It’s because I’m done. I’m in revolt against the modern world. I’m old enough to remember what our world was like when the good, the true, and the beautiful reigned. I have stopped paying any attention to political things. I am focused on farming, loving the people around me, and becoming more and more self sufficient. I ran across a couple of things on Telegram that are well said and with which I agree. Here they are.
Before we move forward to building the world we want to see; there are ideas and concepts we need razed to the ground.
The first one is that we must assume all our “nations” hate us and want us dead. We can use the modern conflict of Ukraine and Russia as an example.
Russia is run by Putin who has on many occasions supported the small hats/big curls group. He has repeatedly come to their defence and has facilitated their existence in his country. There are pictures of him visiting with ((((them)))) wearing a small hat himself. Stack this on top of his desire to encourage diversity in Russia with many propaganda videos displaying the ethnic variety and it is clear what the intent is.
On the other side, you have a puppet ((((actor)))) running the Ukrainians into the meat grinder while washing the money for the American Zionists and elites.
Both entities are evil. There are good Europeans fighting on both sides, but the leadership of both nations is completely compromised. It is so clear in this context but it doesn’t end there.
This was true about Afghanistan, Iraq, Libya, or any other conflict in recent history. These conflicts are used to increase the wealth of those at the helm of power, and kill young European war-fighting men. Sending them into conflicts they can never truly win and they never gave two shits about those local populations either. They pretended and lied.
And let us not forget the Allied bombing of Dresden which killed 35,000 Germans in one go, and was spearheaded by America. (Video of Dresden before the bombing) Let alone we forget the 1 million Germans soldiers who died in prison camps after the war ended. These deaths are no secret and the Americans have blood on their hands for that. Or the British who hung an unbelievable number of Germans.
Britain should have never joined the first world war. Had Britain left continental Europe to settle the situation, Europe would be an entirely different place today.
As you go back in history, you can see how many times the nations we identify with have done nothing but destroy the people who made it or their genetic relatives. Yet we keep propping them up.
Knowing what we know, if you are ethnically minded; how can you continue to support any of these governments and organisations that we call nations? How can we continue to pledge allegiance to these structures that only want our genocide?
I am a man with no nation. I spit on the flags I once fought for.
I belong to the Germanic peoples and it is the Germanic peoples that I hold my deepest allegiance to. There is no nation that represents my kin. There is no organisation or institution that is ours. All has been corrupted.
And just like a building that is no longer safe or structurally sound, decayed beyond repair; there is only one thing left to do.
Abandon it.
Let it fall.
h/t TyR on Telegram
Everything in this society as it is testing us and trying to rip us away from the divine. Those who hate us are no different than the demonic spirits in the other realm because they both work in unison. The darker spirits would like to see us neglect devotion to the Gods, and would like us to entertain ego and be distracted by the news, and perpetual anxiety on and offline and to engage in unnecessary and unwise conflict. Listen to the Gods carefully in your heart, and devote your day to the divine in all that you do, morning, noon and evening, then you will become refined in character and know what to do while also cultivating peace of mind, called Muotrāwa in old high German.
h/t ᚹᛟᛞᚨᚾ ᚨᚢᛏᚱᛁᚲᚺ on Telegram
This last is not so different from the Christian teaching, now is it? Whether you’re Christian or are following the Old Ways, as am I, I doubt you’ll find much to disagree with here. Tune out the modern world. Focus on the inner, whatever path you may be on.












